A big reason as to why I was not on in so long.... -sigh-
Dunno if I wanna say as much....
well mother is now engaged, dad has a girlfriend, and I'm still in a great relationship :'D
But none of that is why I have not been on....
school projects are one.

Here is the big one I have no interest in =.=

I saw the doctor yesterday.
WHY KASU?!

Mother wanted me to be seen to see if I have Manic depression.... one answer.... ugh. Where to start >.>
So I was losing interest in all my friends; online and RL. I was losing interest in texting, losing interest in drawing, having a HUGE low self-esteem, crying all the time and lashing out on people for the lamest reasons and just locked myself away to be alone so I would not harm another living soul...

So I see the Doctor.... and they said I have SERIOUS Manic depression... ): To the point I can hardly do anything which is true... I really want the right medication because I learned the one I've been taking will only make me worse. (Go Figure) -.-

So I see a Psychiatrist some time this week or next (I hope). For one, because they can put me on the RIGHT medication that will make me energetic and enjoy things as I once did, and because I'm sick of neglecting my friends, sick of not exercising, sick of almost everything!! )x

I'm soooo sorry guys! Just know none of this is your fault... all mine... or my med.s... not quite sure. @~@

Senior Year has also been stressing me out like INSANE! Dx Ugh. No fair.

Muchos Amor=
Kasu-Chan*~*~*~*~*~*~*